Get Over Yourself

The lights are on but nobody’s home
These streets are ours we don’t walk them alone
When the shadows fade into daylight
I make the most of my mistakes in the night
You keep me here you keep me coming back for more
Another fight just to settle the score
You had everything you needed
So why am I the one who’s leaving?

Give up give up you know you’re not entertaining
Live up live up to the name you’ve created
This time it’s killing me
Who started this catastrophe?

You have a problem with the things I saw
You know I never cared anyway
I’m going down and it’s too late
I’m beyond being saved
No one ever gets enough of this town
You left once of course you came back around
You had everything you ever wanted
Why am I no the one who’s got it?

Give up give up you know you’re not entertaining
Live up live up to the name you’ve created
This time it’s killing me
Who started this catastrophe?

This is what you lost out on
This is how life goes on
Simple words that mean so much
They will get over us

It's Started

So I posted three songs. That should start things off quite nicely.
None of them are new, and they can all be found on my myspace.
But, new stuff will be on the way.
Exculsive to blogspot.
I talk like I'm good.
We're good.

When wrong is so easy to find, can heartbreak be the cure?

So you love him
I’m just a has been
Are you ever going to care again?
And you’re excited
But I’m frightened
About I don’t know; you, me, or this lightening
My eyes are brightened
I am enlightened
By my friends and the outcome of this fighting
I’m too busy righting
All the wrongs and all the songs
That I am now reciting
For you, it was all for you
Your lies held us together like glue
All of that time I can’t believe you knew
It wasn’t true
Stick to the plan you made back then
Stay with the life that you had faith in
I suppose you were never sure of anything
It’s hard to follow a light
That’s fading from sight
I won’t say everything will be alright
Tonight; I can’t handle your ups and downs
Your emotions tire me out
I couldn’t handle the stress
I can confess
For you, it was all for you
Your lies held us together like glue
All of that time I can’t believe you knew
It wasn’t true
Now you’re gone and I’m without you
Seeing him with you runs me through
Every time, I close my eyes
I’m fighting, living; dying on the inside
Hiding, breathing; trying just to find
What I’m looking for
Don’t tell me anymore!
For you, it was all for you
Your lies held us together like glue
All of that time I can’t believe you knew
All for you, my heart’s for you

Way Past Due

Let’s talk trust; I’ve had enough
No no no, it’s just bad luck
I think I’m growing up

I wanna be something more than this
I wanna be the one that they miss
When time flies again
And the storm rolls in
Can you hear the wind?
I was gone so long, it’s like I never left
And if I had to say
I’d say that they got the best of me
You say you want to change
But you can’t and all you do is bring me pain
I’ve had it with your games
You don’t want to remember my name

How many times has he let you down?
But you still let him come around
I can’t believe you can be so weak
No now girl just turn the other cheek
Cause you know it’ll only last for a week
And then you’ll weep, again
Like you did back then
And I’d be left to tie up the loose ends
Of your life through your eyes
You’re just a deer in my headlights
I’m sinking down, we’re growing up
But you can’t seem to get enough, of this
Our shelf time, has expired
On this airline, you’re a frequent flyer
This book is overdue
There fines to spay
Through and through
But we won’t get to it today
Hey hey
So look at where you’re at with him
Status changing lies again
You’ve got me awake at ten
It’s time for this to end
You’re by yourself this time
I’m on my own and it’s nice
To finally get away
From all those things you say
So here we go, sing it loud
You lift me up but I’ll let you down
It always seemed to end the same way anyway
So why did I feel like I had to stay?

I try to write these songs
So you can follow along
You say to me I’m not fond of
You think it’s fine, so girl,
Try to prove me wrong

Welcome Back

I wanna be the thoughts you’re thinking
I wanna be the dreams you’re dreaming
When we know the truth’s in seeing
Come on girl you’re not believing

In me! And You! Aren’t worth this
Don’t you see? It’s true! I can’t afford this
Life in all, is way too long
When doing right feels so wrong
It’s all I can do to move on

So now it’s time to relinquish
All that we said we’d finish
I lost my hope when you used your third wish
On him, it’s going downhill and I can’t win
Now it’s over I’m not coming over
Because this how it ends
So believe

In me! And You! Aren’t worth this
Don’t you see? It’s true! I can’t afford this
Life in all, is way too long
When doing right feels so wrong
It’s all I can do to move on

I chose a life style to make you smile
But I won’t do that again
You lost your chance when I went all-in
Now I’m just fallin’
You left me here, for all to see
I’m going on, and I won’t be!
Brought down! By you! I’m moving through
And I won’t be caught up with you
And all the things you said we’d do

In me, and you, let me go
Now I’m stuck here, on my own
One day you’ll cry, when you’re alone
And it’s because.

24 Hours; 3 Songs

Song #1

Everyday, I walk the line
And it seems like every time
I get out
You pull me back in
Now I’m just as far out
As I’ll ever be in
Still I can never win
I won’t let this happen again

Everyday, I walk the line
Between love and a friendship
That’s true and divine
When I see your face, it has such a wondrous shine
It screams “I’ll be there for you, until we touch the sky.”
Girl can’t you see? I know we’re meant to be
Yet there’s only one thing, that truly puzzles me
You can be like that one day, just-a makin’ my heart sing
Come back another, and I’m just a has been

Well now I’ve moved on, much better for the wear
Every moment I’m workin’ at repairing that tear
You left in me so long ago
I can still feel the summer’s air
It’s warm outside; I’m frozen without your care

Well now I’m back.
Just where have I been?
Happier now,
Than I’ve ever been!
I see you standing there
Wind blowin’ that hair!
I’ve got a question for you
I need you to be true
Do you ever miss me?
Do you ever care?
And I know its cliché
But I’m still gonna say
My heart was once locked
You, had the key
You threw it away
Found by the one for me!

Everyday, I walk the line
And it seems like every time
I get out
You pull me back in
Now I’m just as far out
As I’ll ever be in
Still I can never win
I won’t let this happen again


Song #2

I made you laugh
I made you cry
But just like time those things went by
Now I’m sitting here, with thoughts of you
I miss you girl, and I want so much
Just to be with you, to feel your touch
But now, the curtain has closed
And I suppose
That never again will I see your face
Or feel your hands, on my waist
What we had was good, it felt so right
Maybe I just held you too tight
But this time now, I won’t, blame my self
I forgive you
I still love you
I’d die again,
Just to hug you
And say goodbye
A final time
Tonight
But I’ll never get that chance
One last dance
I wanna be with you baby, and hold you tightly
And never let go
How I miss you so
I fell in love with you
Then you said we’re through
Why can’t you see?
What you’ve done to me.
I fell in love twice and it should’ve been never
This hole in my heart is there forever
I’ve lost all my feeling, I can’t see the worth
In loving anyone, all I do is get hurt

Babe, I know, that may never happen
But I’m so scared now, for what could unwrap n’
Now I’m staring, at this white screen
Thinking of all, the wonderful things
What we’ve been through, all that we’ve done
We can’t stop now, too soon, too young



Song #3

I’m sitting here, I’m moving on
Living life, cause it isn’t long
There’s no way I’ll let you hold me back
I needed you, you weren’t here for me
I’m determined to finish my story
You’re all I’ve got, all I hold on to

Bring me down, lift me up
Stick with me, it might be rough
But I know we can weather the storm
My heart, now is torn

I’m gonna live my life
Without you
Couldn’t jump the height
Now I’m new
This is my book
You’re just a chapter
What you took
I’m no longer after
I won’t let my world, come to an end
A new light, coming around the bend
This is the start, of a brand new page
Look out now, I’m coming home today

I’m waiting here,
All I need is you
I’ve given all I got for you
This won’t happen again, because
Now I know
How my love, story, goes

Why every time I fall in love
Do I get hurt, I can’t get above
This relationship level I’m on
What is going on?

My Release Therapy

A song/poem that I wrote.
Comment please

This is my release therapy
Look at what you made me
I loved you once!
I want you to
Understand what I went through
Yet I can never be with you
Because I can never trust you
And now I’ve found, what I want
Still thoughts of you my dreams they haunt
But with out you, I wouldn’t be
What I am, you made me see
What should and what should never be
I want to miss you
Want to hold you
But if I have to see your face again I just might have to break again
A trainwreck is what I am
Do you even give a damn?!
You did this to me, are you proud?
So go on girl, sing it loud
You’re popular, you know you’re cool
Know every corner of the school
But something’s empty, something’s gone
I know it’s wrong
But I don’t care
You will never find peace there
A hole forever in my chest
Think you’re the best?
I know the truth
Like a painful ache inside your tooth
I would never go away
You know too well I had to stay
You’re a thief, a dirty crook
Made every move, by the book
So then you stole my heart from me
You locked it up and crushed the key
But now I’ve found the one for me
Now my disease will let me be
You’re still sad, all alone
You had it all, lovely home
Great boy, talked on the phone
You still have that, but don’t you see?
It was you who pushed me!
With your words and crooked lies
“I like you too” Gave me a high
Brought me up to break me down
I was dream-life bound
So scream at me when you read this
Tell me I’m an evil witch
But I don’t care, I’d swim the sea
Because you meant the world to me
And you’ll never know how you made me feel
I think love now is so surreal!
So groan and moan and hate me girl
Just remember our little whirl
And what you did to ruin it
You had this once, you could still now
And if you do, I’ll laugh once and take a bow

And I, I walked away
Heard you say
“Your broken life will never change”
Forever scarred, by your heart
I’m gone now girl, you aren’t what I want

You know you left me dying here
I can’t believe I’m crying here
Led me on, told me things
I would’ve bought you diamond rings!
You lied to me
Tell me the truth!
Did you ever want me there?
Next to you, my feelings bare
Did you ever really care?
Got up, you walked away
Face down, there I lay
Now I live my life in fear!
I have someone, I hold her dear!
But I don’t know if I can do it
All that crap, you put me through it!
The stuff you read, see on tv,
Sweetheart, I’m scarred! Why can’t you see!
Do you regret what-you-did-to-me?
I wish you can you be hurt like me!
The things I said were from my heart!
You tore it up like junky art!
I was your friend
Until the end!
Stuck with you ‘round every bend
Stayed with you, my hand to lend
I loved you kid!
Look what I did!
In return, what did I get?
I guess I shouldn’t throw a fit
My entire life,
You held me twice,
Screw it, I’m going off
I was kind
All you did was scoff
Love: I didn’t want to find
A friend; I needed
Our friendship was heeded
By you, your words
Or the lack of them, stung me like swords
The storm, I felt we could weather
Fuck it, I could write forever
But you’d never grasp it
How I felt, can’t even map it
You know you’ll never understand
Never again will I hold your hand
Forget it, I’m done with this
Your face, I will never miss
I was ALWAYS true to you!
You know what babe? I’m through with you!

And I, I walked away
Heard you say
“Your broken life will never change”
Forever scarred, by your heart
I’m gone now girl, you aren’t what I want

Can’t hold it in, any longer
Thanks to you, I am stronger
Your mistake, my gain
My hate, your name
I know it’s wrong, it shouldn’t be
You permanently hurt me
And every time I go to sleep
I think of you and try to weep
But I can’t, no sympathy
For the girl who killed me
For love is life, without is death
And I was close, to the edge